Hiyaa! How are y’all doing? So, as you may or may not know, a few months ago I decided to quit blogging. (I have been blogging for a year and around September I decided to quit) But as i was away i realized how much blogging means to me. My old blog though, it didn’t feel like me at all, I needed a fresh start, and maybe that was the problem. So here I am, restarting my blog that I am dedicated to make 99.9% me. I actually started a new blog but decided that it would be better if I just restart this one since so many people know this one but not the other. As a consequence though, the URL is not going to match my username. 😦 Oh well, you can’t have everything, can you? Before I start the post I hope you all had a merry Christmas (for those who celebrate it) and I hope 2018 brings you all the joy and happiness that you deserve.
I rarely talked about my feelings on my other blog, but the last two years have been two of my worst, I was emotionally unstable and I hated myself. . . I didn’t feel good enough and I was just so tired of everything. I don’t want to go into details, maybe in another post (should I?) but not today. Lately though, I have been doing much better, I started loving myself and appreciating what I have. I can safely say that I’m happier now. And as i go into 2018 I hope for it to be better than all the past years.
Sadly though, I’m in exam season *cries* (so honestly guys, wish me luck! 😉 ) And good luck to any of you who are having exams, you’ll SMASH them! If y’all took your exams already let me know how you did.
If you don’t know, I have been writing on wattpad for the time that I was away but that didn’t turn out as I thought it would, I didn’t enjoy it as much as blogging. And speaking of all the little updates. . . you guys RIVERDALE! I just finished it today and wow, I’M SHOOK! If you didn’t watch. . . ya have to! I’m not gonna spoil anything for anyone tho… yet. Now to friends! (I know I’m a little late to the party but better late than never showing up, right? NO SPOILERS.)
Ugh, don’t you guys just hate it when you have a great idea but forget to write it down, thus you forget it later! *Mental facepalm*
I also want to quickly talk about jonghyun, some of you may have heard of him. I didn’t really know him before the accident happened (search it up if you don’t know. . it hurts to talk about it tbh) but after hearing his story, and watching his funeral and seeing how his friends and family suffered. . . It just made me burst into tears. Please keep him in your prayers.
For now, I’m really excited for this new blog, I think it’s the fresh start I need and want. Let’s hop into the new year with a new energy and a new blog! (get it? hehe…)