You’re a gift. And you’re probably the most wonderful and beautiful soul on the face of earth. And that’s probably why you scare me so much… because I could lose you in a heartbeat, and even then; even if you go and even if you leave I know I would still think of you as highly as I do now. I have never been more grateful for having someone in my life and I have never been more terrified of losing someone. I know I will be okay, I will still be happy and I will move on with my life. But I still want to witness your smile that carries so much love and light within it, I still want to talk to you about anything and nothing. I think of you sometimes and I wonder how god created such a beautiful human being. It’s like you’re too good to be true. You’re too beautiful for your own good and I wonder… I wonder how lucky I am to have stumbled into your life but also how awful it’s going to be when you’re no longer here because I don’t think you’re gonna stay no matter how much I want you to. I don’t know if it’s only a matter of time until you leave and I let go… or are you gonna stay and hold on?
Whatever you do, wherever you go, you’re always going to be a part of me, you’ve been a part of me ever since you stepped into my life, you have turned it upside down, straightened the folded corners, brightened everything my eyes were laid on, and you taught me so much about who and how I want to be. You’re probably one of the best people I have ever met, and that’s all I want you to know. And I want you to know that I’m here if you’re happy or sad, if you want to talk about stupid meaningless things or have a deep and serious conversation… or if you just want to share something with someone. I don’t know where life will lead us, but I’m here. And I care.