What I did not tell you…

What I did not tell you is that I wanted to see your world and show you mine

what I did not tell you is that I wanted to see your soul so badly

I still do

what I did not tell you is that I wanted to see the darkest and brightest sides of your heart

I did not tell you that I was afraid of loving you deeply only for you to disappear

and I did not tell you that because of that I did not tell you all the things that I wanted to tell you

I did not tell you that I wanted to see who you really were

and I wanted to let you in on who I really was

I did not tell you that I wanted to dig deep into everything that you were

and no matter what

I’d stay

I did not tell you that I didn’t want the small talks anymore

I did not tell you that I did not want the answers covered with protection in the fear of sharing too much too soon

I did not tell you that I wanted your whole truth

I did not tell you that I wanted to know everything about you

I did not tell you that I wanted you to lean on me in times of pain

and have me celebrating with you in times of joy

I did not tell you that I wanted to get to know every bit of you

I did not tell you that I wanted to hear everything that you had to say about anything & everything

I did not tell you that I wanted to learn about your past and your hopes for the future

I did not tell you that I wanted to hear all about your passions and hobbies

and the people you love the most in your life

and listen to you as you ramble about why you love them so much

I did not tell you that I wanted to be the person you shared your soul,

all the thoughts in your head,

and all the feelings in your heart with

wanted ?

I was not as straight forward as I hoped to be

I did not open up to you as much as I wanted to

I had to muster up the courage to share with you the parts of me that I had never shared with anyone else

Though, I wish you stayed to witness it.

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